My Word for the Year - Book of Days - Week 1

My word for 2014 is "space."  I need space - space to grow, space to move, space in my home, my head and my heart for the things most sacred to me.  I'll carry my word with me throughout the year and make the space I require for growth and freedom to do what I love....and to learn more about what I do love - what makes me happy....what fills my heart and soul with joy.  For me, learning requires space.

My first Book of Days spread of the year is nothing like I pictured, but I like it a lot.  It's a bit of a mixture of Effy's first BOD lesson and the first Wildly Inspired video that she's recorded.  I loved them both and my spread incorporated parts of both of them as well as my word.  I'm happy with it, considering I've not been able to do much in the way of art journaling, except in my head, since October.

Now I'm working on a spread for WildlyInspired Wednesday, but I'm stuck on it right now.  It's something that my muse seems to be playing with, because I understand what the intent is, but have no clue how it got where it is or where it's going.  I'll just have to go with it and see what happens.

One of the coolest  things about BOD this year is that my sister and I, 600 miles apart, can do it together, thanks to Facetime on our iPads.  I got an iPad Air for Xmas from MH, and he now has my original iPad (which he also gave me) that has no camera.  My sister and I are having a blast working out all the things we need to art journal together online.

Comments and/or questions are welcome.  I'll attempt to respond as quickly as possible.  I'll be back sooon.

Winter Sunshine, My Bed and Good Reads

The morning sun is streaming into my bedroom and I'm settled on the down duvet on my beautiful,  big king-size bed, with my iPad, my journal, my pen/pencil case, The Complete Artist's Way, and the book I'm currently reading, "The Untethered Soul" by Michael A. Singer.  I know a book is special to me if, when I'm reading it, I feel like it was written with me in mind.  I feel that way with this one, but also vividly realize how it applies to everyone.   Zoom in on the back cover and get an idea of what it's all about.  If you should read it, or have already read it, please share your thoughts with me.

Thanks for stopping by.

Happy New Year 2014! Am I Enough?

It's been months since I last posted, and here we are in a brand new year.  How do I sum up 2013?  Much of it was difficult & frustrating, but at the same time, I learned a lot, made some wonderful new friends, had some memorable times, and discovered that sometimes when life seems overwhelming, support comes from the most unexpected places and helps me overcome the guilt I feel for not being "enough,"  or not doing "enough."  It's not always successful, but it sure has made a huge difference in my life after the past couple of years.

Practically at every turn as I venture into the world of art journaling, I see the phrase "I am enough," which tells me I'm not alone in my feelings of inadequacy and unworthiness.  To see it in so many places, by so many women, feels comforting but at the same time disturbing that so many of us seem to have had these feelings bred into us.  Why?  Why do so many of us grow up feeling like we aren't good enough?  Why do we constantly have to be reminded or told that we are?  I guess we all have our own stories of how it came to be, and we have our own methods of dealing with it.

My way of dealing with these feelings is to dig deep, to excavate my soul, find the things that made me this way and then learn to overcome them to the best of my ability.  I don't do these things all the time, but I choose NOT to leave the feelings to fester; otherwise it'll just infect my whole being and I'll be left empty at the core.  I don't like feeling empty. It's a lonely feeling.

Art journaling and similar activities help get the questions answered and fill the void. It's also a lot of  fun.  Who doesn't like fun?  The sisterhood is a big part of it.  The feeling of being a part of something and knowing that other women, and even some men "get" the things you're working on, with no pressure, no expectations, no judging of what you share - just encouragement and support.  This inspires motivation & inspiration, massive reduction in fear of failure, freedom to create your butt off, and most of all  it goes a long way to making me believe...really believe....that I AM enough.

SO....here I am, at the beginning of a new year, ready to get on with it.  There's a lot I'll be involved in, and a lot to share. ..starting with my next post.

Thanks for stopping by.  There'll be photos next time!

Deb

Dylusions & Camera Issues 10/30

I missed a day in the blogalong...crap.  What a drag!  But it couldn't be helped.  I was busy yesterday and didn't get a chance to post.  NO....that's not correct - it's an excuse  I could have done it earlier in the day but I didn't, and then I got busy in the evening and didn't get a chance.  So MY bad.  There.  I'm responsible for my actions, and I didn't do my blog post.  Now I'll work on getting them done earlier.

My camera battery is dead so I can't take photos of the fun I had trying out my Dylusions sprays.  And I can't show you my latest doodle either.  The problem is that I can't find the battery charger, and it's my only camera.  It's a dilemma.  Hopefully I can find it before tomorrow's post.

Night all!

Mission Accomplished - 8/30

I got my art/playroom cleaned up!  I was up till 4:30 this morning with a sick dog, so took advantage of times when she was outside to get things in order.  And today I sat down and did a page in my art journal.  I used markers and watercolor pencils (Derwent Inktense) and pens, and I doodled.  That's all!  I didn't even try out my Dylusions (maybe tomorrow)!  I got so caught up with just creating something that I just went with it and this is what came out.....I don't know why - it just did.   But I love that it's so colourful!  I don't know where it came from because it's so far from what I intended to do, but I love it anyway because it wasn't forced - it just happened.  Not from a course or program I'm involved in, just sheer, go-with-it fun.

I threw a party in my art journal !

It was a really rainy day today, and I took advantage of it this morning.  I love the rain, and I took my camera, my journal and my current book, Journal Fodder 365, which I'm really enjoying, and went out on the verandah to enjoy the sights and sounds.  I stayed there for two hours, did my morning pages, read another chapter in the book and took a couple of photos, which are below.  It was wonderful.  In spite of being dead tired, I managed to get myself present and enjoy the moment, which is a nice change for me lately. 

Raindrops

Hydrangea blooming

 Hope you all had a good day as well.  Sweet dreams!

Cleanup Day Tomorrow! 7/30

My studio/art room/playroom - is 50 shades of messed up.  I can hardly get in the door.  When I came here, I turned my aunt's den (not really, just a tiny room off the living room that everyone called "the den") into my own workspace.  I gradually transferred most of my art supplies here from home, and have accumulated many more since last October.  It's been a month since I last went on a cleaning spree in there, and I've used it as a dumping ground for my stuff.  .I have to put some order back in there if I'm ever going to get back to art journaling.

No more photos until I've got a brand new art journal spread (or at least a page) to post.  I've been itching to try out my Dylusion sprays, so tomorrow's the day.  I'll be back tomorrow night to post the results.

Blog Along With Effy - Day 6 - I'm Suffering from Dylusions!!!

I'm beside myself with glee!  I received a package today from Artist Cellar containing.....wait for it......my LONG awaited Dylusions sprays!!!!  I'm so stoked to get using them after watching Effy all this time, that I just want to spray anything in sight to try them out....but I can't. 

This day has been crazy mad.  Dog had two appointments four hours apart, and I had a list a mile long of errands to run and things to get in between appointments.  Then I had a festival dinner to go to with my BFF.  It was a great dinner, but we waaay overate.. 

Now I'm home and doing my blog post, and I've watched my aunt's tv shows with her, and I'm dying to get at a project, but alas, it'll have to wait till tomorrow.  I'm so tired, I've got to go to bed so I'll be present and coherent when I break into those sprays  in the morning.
Hope you had a great day!  Night all!

My Preciousssss!

OMG!  My workspace is a mess, and you can't see the worst of it!  Gotta get it ready to work with those sprays

Doodling in my Morning Pages....